Saturday, July 30, 2011

my brain is mush..


July 30th, 2011

like.. really mushy.. no thoughts are being stored in there anymore.. I used to think I had “baby brain” with Olive.. but no.. this takes the cake.. and its big things.. like..
  • did I mail the rent cheque? I have had to email her to ask :0  
  • did I throw Brixton in the car before I left? is she in her seat in my driveway?
  • did I eat today? 
  • did I feed Olive?
  • did I put makeup on before leaving the house? aka conceiler.. 
  • did I drink any water?
it is scary.. I feel like I am going to be the mom that leaves her house without a shirt on.. and not realize it until I get somewhere.. I forgot to pay one of our bills for 2 months now :0  seriously.. and I am all about organized financing..  
I hope it returns.. and this isn’t the start of the rest of my life being the person who forgets kids homework.. or that it was my turn to bake class cupcakes.. 
we finished off our day of fun in the sun with some frozen hot chocolates.. mmm
mine of course looked nothing like this one.. it was more of a half blended glass of chocolate goodness.. sans whip cream.. 
I also thought of that diabetes commercial down here where it shows the mom giving her kid “just one treat” and then another and so on.. because I was that mom today.. and I never realized it until I handed her the frozen drink.. and then quickly drank it myself before she realized it waschocolate.. first I bribed her with a Starbucks pink  cake pop.. just so she would walk fast in the heat.. then I gave her a rocket Popsiclein the sun while we pool’d it.. and now this.. I just love the pure joy on her face when she gets a treater :)
on a really exciting note.. I saw myself in Olive today.. I saw my wholeface.. it as wild. because I birth Haffners.. I almost NEVER see my face in her.. but today I walked past her and saw it.. I would also like to point out she was dropping a deuce in the bathroom and she was glaring at the wall with her head to the side.. haha.. but it was there!!

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