April 02nd, 2011
goodbye old life ;)
this is a tough one for me to admit.. but my body can no longer handle my Friday night bar shift.. though the cash has been amazing.. it is my time to move into the restaurant side.. yesterday.. 30 minutes in.. I was already complaining.. and by 10:00pm when my sweet friend Christina moved over for me.. I was ready to cry.. keeled over cramping pain and I barely made it home without taking out some pedestrians on my way through the town center.. i had to focus and breathe through the cramps.. and my baby was not happy.. and neither was I..
it was the first time in both my pregnancies that I was scared that this one might come too early.. I remember how hard 37 weeks was.. my tiny lethargic peanut.. who couldn’t even suckle :( and took forever to gain weight even with formula.. holding her up screaming for Dustin to rush over because I thought she was dead.. she was just a rag doll.. I need to take care of my body and my baby.. and get over myself..
look out family-side restaurant.. I’m a comin!!
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