le sigh…

April 21st, 2011

I am blogging.. which means I am not having a baby! which makes me very happy.. I was nervous! I was up at 5am because I couldn’t sleep.. and my mind kept racing with different thoughts..

this could be the babys birthday..

should I bring my bag?

is my camera packed?

am I having another c section today?

it was bad.. my stomach was hurting.. and I was glad I was so rushed getting Olive to Bostons and getting me to the dr.. that I was forced to stop thinking about it.. the woman was really nice.. and I got more 3d pics! i almost told her to stop.. cause I have so many photos I don’t know what to do with them!  I was trying not to barf on the table while she scanned away.. and then the dreaded walk out of the room.. while I sat there wondering how long she would be gone.. timing is everything.. with Olive.. she was out of the room for 45 minutes! I paced the dark little nook wondering what was going on.. and than the dreaded words.. 

can you please wait in the waiting room.. 

this time she came back.. and asked me to lie back down.. I almost crapped my pants.. but she had just missed the heart rate and my kidneys.. phew.. then I was sent home.. I walked to my car beaming.. because in this case.. no news is good news.. although I did find out that my sweet chubby little baby is 5lbs 14oz..  that brought me and my VBAC vagina some comfort ;) she was so wiggly at this appointment.. that she couldn’t photograph her toes because she was wiggling them so much..  and she had her hands up by her face and was trying to open her eyes.. 

I am ready to meet this sweet little lady anytime!! (preferably after 37 weeks though)..  and I have a huge sense of relief that she is already at 5lb 14oz.. becuase we brought Olive home at 5lbs 11oz so anything bigger is better!!