January 21nd, 2011

 you better start swimmin’ or you’ll sink like a stone.. for the times they are a changin’.. 

this song has been in my head all week.. and those moments that I feel overwhelmed or just plain old tired.. I start to hum it.. and it helps.. 

I have just been in a funk.. trying to grasp onto anything that makes me feel better.. or is inspiring.. I know with this newest addition coming.. there are going to be lots of changes.. and while I am excited and ready for them.. there is always that tiny brain cell in the back of my mind that wonders if I can handle it..  yesterday I watched this 4 times.. I love every word that this man talks about.. every word..

  we are supposed to be getting some sun here soon.. and my skin is aching for it.. I want some colour.. I want some vitamin D that doesn’t come from my prenatal pill ;) 

I found this photo today.. and fell in love right away.. 

I can mentally flash forward my mind here.. in 30+ years.. the husbands are back in the lawn chairs reading their Time magazines or Consumer Reports.. in their high waisted shorts.. and long white tube socks in sandals.. and the woman are just enjoying the water.. trying to get some relief form their heat.. but mostly.. just comfortable in their own skin.. laughing.. talking about the good old days.. 

I try hard not to live too far in the future.. especially this far.. but I am needing something mentally stimulating to grasp right now.. 

well.. I better start swimmin’