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May 18th, 2011

Today I am 39 weeks gestation.. and I have been doing everyone a favor by not spewing my thoughts all over this page ;)  I think it is safe to say that 37-40 weeks is the hardest.. it didn’t help that I went on maternity leave.. stopped my yoga and told my diet to piss off.. there is no better words for that diet.. it lasted a week and a half.. and I realized how sluggish I was.. my sugar crashes were out of control and I feel like a balloon animal.. so this morning I woke up at 7am.. yoga’d the crap out of my body.. and am swearing off ice cream ;) ok.. the last one may be a lie.. but I have come to far to crap my body out now!!

I am on these highs of total freakin labor excitement!! and then lows of I will be pregnant forever.. I get the woman that say this out loud now.. my days consist of surviving with my 2 and a half year old.. trying to get out of the house.. living for our naps.. and reading before bed.. while breathing through some contractions.. all the while begging Dustin via text to please come home before 7!! and apparently now I am a leaky faucet.. who knew the wild things that can happen to a womans body after 37 weeks!

I am trying to take in the excitement of “if I only ever have 2 babies.. this is my final pregnancy moments” and “dear Lord.. I dont think my stomach can stretch anymore”

balance.. 

at least I have this little cutie to help distract me with her potty times.. her song and dances.. her new favorite “lipstick”.. lunches and my favorite.. “luv you mamas”

and this is what I think this newest addition is going to look like .. 

that’s me! in the hospital.. with a really big shirt on ;)

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