sleep..

May 31st, 2011

I realize that not to many people DO function on no sleep.. but I really don’t do well.. I forgot about it with Olives pregnancy.. but last night was our first “rough”night.. and not rough by some peoples standards.. but it was to mine.. the little stinker was up from 4-6:30.. wide awake.. and wanting the boob.. my sore cracked bleeding boob.. it was awful.. the day was then followed by a Drs appt.. and it disrupted my stay at home order.. I like my home these days.. its my safety net.. 

unfortunately this baby is not gaining enough weight.. :( I hope its not an Olive part 2.. but now we have to get her up to her birth weight in 4 days.. 12 ounces in 4 days.. I can do it .. right?! right?!  we will see.. dust is out buying formula to top her off after each feeding.. I don’t think i can milk myself anymore than I already do.. so I hope it works.. 

thankfully I have had two friends provide our family dinner the last two nights.. it feels weird and amazing! I have never had anyone cook for me like this before.. and it is so thoughtful.. AND the food has been AMAZING!! bacon cheese quiche and a pan of brownies.. yes please! I also feel really bad that I have never done this for anyone before.. I don’t consider myself a good cook.. so I never thought it would be helpful to give people badly cooked food ;) but it may be time to jazz up my recipes and make myself useful to others!!

this isnt hers.. but it looks just as amazing! I dug into hers to fast to take a picture ;)