week 38..

May 11th, 2011

ok.. week 38.. here we go.. this whole week of unchartered terriotory has mean a  couple things to me.. 

• severe hip pain
• no sleep
• crazy hunger
• brushing my teeth went on my to do list.. ;)

the one that hurts the most is the no sleep.. which is caused by hip pain.. which keeps me up and because my body wanted dairy at 2am.. its all full circle people! this belly is so infront of my.. that it hurts to roll over.. which I do every 15 minutes.. I finally (literally) cried myself to sleep last night at 4am.. yes.. 4am.. that is 5 hours of ye old tossin and turnin.. 

now onto something positive ;)  my quality time with Olive has been unmeasurable.. when I can feel my hormonies getting heated up.. or she wants to organize all the shelves at the grocery store for 15 minutes per aisle.. when I normally would have lost my marbles and swore off shopping until bed time.. now I let her enjoy it.. help re arrange the canned goods.. and move onto the next aisle.. of course there have been a few “want some treaters!!??” thrown in along the way to speed things up.. usually when we hit the baby/diaper/toy aisle.. but I know the last thing we both need is her world changing and me becoming a snapping lunatic.. ( I now just save that for the husband)  haha

so she is getting extra cuddles.. later bed times.. and a couple extra treats along the way.. but it was all worth it when we were sitting outside playing with sidewalk chalk yesterday.. and she turned to me.. put her hand in the air and smiled big..

its fun mama!!

who is that child!!??