tumblrcrossover2year: oh my God.. I’m a mom..

June 03rd, 2011

that is my favorite line from Sex and the City! where Miranda has that realization that she went from hot single NYC woman.. to a married mom who is about to move to Brooklyn.. love it!!

but that’s how I felt yesterday.. I finally ventured out to walk to see daddy.. and I stopped in for a coffee at my favorite coffee shop.. and I had my cute little lulus on.. and my Bostons Hoodie.. of course once I got inside the building.. I had a major mom breastfeeding hot flash.. I was able to wait through it until my coffee was made.. and we went outside to finish our walk.. but it over took my body.. so in front of a giant row of floor to ceiling windows.. I attempted to take my hoodie off (its a small.. I should probably be wearing a medium ;) and it took my long sleeved shirt up with it! although I hadn’t realized it until my first arm was out and so was my stomach and my belly band.. and if we are being honest.. probably some bra.. I of course then panicked and thought.. screw the sweatshirt.. and just started worrying about my naked arm that was just hanging out.. waiting for the sleeve to come back on.. and I could feel my face go red.. I don’t usually get to embarrassed.. but the hot mess that is hiding under my shirt 9 days post partum was not meant for the 50 patrons enjoying their after work coffee and free WIFI.. I almost died.. and to top it off.. I am trying to keep Olive in birds eye view.. and just get the hell out of there.. and I had my.. OMG I’m a mom moment..

so today.. we stayed close to home.. and painted a barn.. Olive thought it was the best thing in the world to have free range with her paints outdoors..

and I felt like Mr. freaking Rogers with my black sharpie ;) The baby sat inside and it was nice to have some one on one time with my first born..

ahhh.. I am finally getting my chin back.. and some sun!!

we painted.. and played.. and waited for papa.. who took her to go get some ice cream.. while I had a mini one hour break.. if i had the energy.. I would have joined them for ice cream.. my craving for it still hasn’t gone away..