hallelujah..

March 07th, 2011

I am seriously on the most amazing high right now.. the only factor between me and a baby passing through my vagina is my diabetes.. and that is diet controlled :0

I wasn’t truly aware of how much this appointment was affecting me.. until I started to get ready to go there.. I felt sick.. and shaky… and this song came on the radio when I got in .. and just burst into tears.. I couldn’t even help it.. its like my body and subconscious finally connected and joined forces and my body was taking the toll.. walking into the building.. I was so nervous.. so nervous in fact.. that I didn’t realize I was driving to the wrong Dr’s office until I was almost there..  and when she shared the news with me.. there was a constant tear coming out of my right eye streaming onto the while parchment paper.. and there was no way to stop it.. even though I was laughing and smiling.. 

the ultrasound appointment went better then I could have imagined!! does it get better when your ultrasound tech is this awesome young talkative woman who is just as eager and helpful as you need her to be.. I asked her about getting the info right away.. and she told me she would give me the information “off the record” but when the time came to measure the placenta.. all she had to say was ” oh yah.. this is more then fine!” my sweet baby girl knocked her placenta up where it should be.. she checked my fluid levels and they are exactly where they should be (prob my biggest fear).. she is head down.. and she even did a 3D ultrasound! I didn’t even know this place offered it.. but she said my baby was sitting perfect.. and all of a sudden she whipped out this other wand.. and went for it! I always said I never wanted one.. with both children.. but after seeing a glimpse of her.. I wanted more.. it is 100% different when it is your own child.. 

here is my sweet baby girl to the power of 2.. It definitely feels more “real” now.. not that I ever forgot that there was a baby in my body kicking my but everyday.. but seeing her sweet face made it so much more official.. 

perfection!!

she was sucking on her hands the whole time.. so every shot was her hands in her face.. but look at those lips!! 

no more pictures!

and of course.. no ultrasound is complete without the scary ass shot of your child who looks like a scary alien.. with no nose and bug eyes.. 

I don’t think my feet have touched the ground since I have been home :) and her big sister was just as happy to see her little face..