Tuesday, March 1, 2011

I.. am.. Pregnant..


March 01st, 2011
while watching my new favorite show.. Bethenny Getting Married.. it hit me when someone said she looked cute.. and she was like.. “no.. I have hit the pregnant stage.. I am not cute anymore.. I am bloated and pregnant!!” I feel like I am there.. it started last week.. the water retention.. oy veh.. I drink and drink and drink and if I stop for one second.. the ankles start to swell.. my face starts to puff.. and I have lines all over my body from whatever piece of clothing I was wearing.. 
I am pretty sure I cried getting ready in the hotel this night.. 
the face is the worst to me.. I remember being in Vegas at 34 weeks with Olive.. and that desert sun and lack of water.. hello $8.00 bottles.. made me a giant marshmallow.. I am thankful however that I am not pregnant in the summer again.. looking back at summer photos.. I was bigger then than when I actually popped her out.. ( I Iove my beaches)..
it didnt help I had my hot sister in law looking better then ever ;)
I am on week 8 of this gestational diet and if I have to see another english muffin covered in peanut butter.. I may scream! I remember after Olive was born I literally threw anything in the garbage that resembled diabetes.. all the info and books and charts filled with information went straight into the trash can.. and I drank orange juice the ENTIRE hospital visit.. the entire!!
I told myself I would try to embrace pregnancy this time around.. and not be so hard on myself.. but its hard when your nurse tells you at your checkup..”I guess you had a great thanksgiving!” :0 I usually appreciate the honest approach.. but this time around.. I am ready to pop out this love child and go back to eating fruit.. I am craving fruit so bad.. strawberries.. melon.. and mimosas!
 summer will be very exciting for me!

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