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March 18th, 2011

this weekend I decided to torture myself/body with two weekend shifts :0  why not.. my time if fleeting.. and I would rather work now and play later.. right? right?

my baby is 15 inches long.. and I can feel it!! I am going to take a stab in the dark here.. but because Olive was a little breacher baby.. I never felt these kinds of movements.. she was only 6lbs4oz at birth.. and 19 inches long.. and this little pocket when swaddled up.. so I never experienced the ass in your ribs.. but hand is punching your vagina feeling :0 It is pretty wild.. this is me every night

me- Dust.. this baby is moving like CRAZY!! look.. no look now.. ok now.. right there.. (as if its the first time I felt movement)

dust- you say that every night.. lol

its true.. its like when he would have really long work weeks and Olive would go a day or to with only talking to him on the phone.. and I would spend the whole weekend saying “look at that!” “did you see that face”  as though he wasn’t glued to her hip taking it all in as well.. 

as of lately.. we are just coasting in this house.. we have hit that plateau where I am done with the pregnancy.. and the cleaning and organizing of little clothes.. and I just want the baby.. I want the new routine.. I want something to be spiced up around here..  while I am loving my Olive time.. I am excited to see her become a big sister.. she is lovin babies right now.. (little ones that don’t move) and she likes to give them their soothers.. and play mama.. we have a bath every single night together.. or day.. or morning.. whenever the weight of this belly is to much and needs a little water support.. I know it is her favorite time of the day.. “mama.. bath?”  and we add the bubbles.. and the calgon.. and we play with letters and crayons.. and get nice and relaxed for bed time.. it will be a sad day when she is to old to do it with me.. :( 

I have 9’ish more weeks with this little peanut pop.. and I want to make them as special as possible.. now all i have to learn is how to battle this exhaustion :S

this picture gets me very excited for summer..